Remember that commercial from a couple years ago? My title just totally reminded me of it lol.
Hi all! Haven’t posted for awhile now…I don’t know why though! I’m busy but I’m not busy at all. Busy<—>Lazy…I don’t even know anymore haha. My stupid bus driver came early AGAIN. I’m not even fazed by it anymore. I had just walked out of my house when she drove past me. I simply went to the front of the neighborhood to catch the bus when it came back around. I got on the bus and people looked at me like I was a FREAK. I don’t understand it. I got on the bus late, so what? Stare at me like you’ve never seen someone get on a bus before? Baahhhhh. yes, I realize that this post isn’t really making any sense…
School bores me even more. I don’t know how that’s possible, but it is. Maybe my lack of a social life might be contributing to this problem. My sister came home on Friday (and left Sat.) and she asked me about friends…lol. She told me that I used to go to the movies with my friends and stuff…yeah, in like 8th grade. I don’t know what to do about my nonexistent social life anymore. Home life isn’t much better. I’m beginning to know what being an only child feels like. It’s not a very nice feeling. I really do feel like I’m floating sometimes…the feeling of existing but not really existing. Bah, I sound so melancholy lol.
I should really be studying for schoolcrap. I have a whap test, chem test, and a vocab quiz tomorrow. I’m loving how this is happening right before the holidays. Bueno. I can study for my vocab in dance tomorrow, so that leaves me with whap and chem…hmmm…so difficult…I think I should study for whap tonight and then study for chem during lunch tomorrow. I’m going to be a disaster in college. *groan* I don’t even know how to study. When I ‘study,’ it’s mostly just briefly glancing at info I-try-really-hard-to-remember-but-don’t when I take the test. I hate studying xcfvgbhkjlkjhjh. I think I’m trying to convince myself I’m one of those kids who can not study and still ace a test. I am obviously in denial…God help me.
On the plus side, I can somewhat relax after Tuesday. But it depends if my teachers give out homework over the break and if my mother is going to try to make me clean the house…which totally defeats the purpose of a break. This is my so-called life. Yay.